its so late so very very late
i cannot bear this night
the clock keeps ticking but the hands have stopped
they mock me with their cruel indifference
so put on a record cracked and black
the vinyl scratching sound
pain of existence and a razor blade
dreaming of a world just gone
it’s o.k. it’s really o.k. to feel the way you do
but before you jump or take those pills
remember i survived
life’s just a movie and its way too short
you might as well remain
for the ending
it’s a surprise